Ups and Downs

I’m buzzing I’m tingling my body is alive my brain won’t stop thinking
How will I survive this burst of energy, ideas and much more
I have so much I want to explore
I am driven all day til I drop to the floor I can’t keep up this pace I can’t do anymore
I want it all done right now today
I don’t want anything to get in my way
Not the kids or my house or the car or the spouse.
I just want to go want to run full speed ahead
If I keep up this pace I’ll soon be dead
So I try to slow down get a grip and take a rest
Then I jump up, my brain is such a pest.
“Shut up” I say calm down go to sleep
Then I rest for awhile have a dream, count some sheep,
Then morning comes I am up with the dawn
My energy sparking how can I go on
I’m afraid if I stop I’ll crash into the wall
I’ll curl up and die I’ll take a big fall.
For me there is no mid ground its either up or down
Help me to live with this cuz I no longer want to frown.